I'm losing it.

I'm losing the will to study. I'm even losing the will to do homework.

And clearly, with promos just around the corner, this is not the right time -or to be more precise and harsh- this is the worst time for apathy.

I need a slap. Wakey wakey Denicia. As if your life isn't already screwed up and tainted by the 13 points already ya.

No motivation to study, no motivation to practice the piano = flunk promos, flunk Grade 7.

SHEESH. I need to do something about my life.

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I'm not sure what made you conclude that you can be an asshole to me, especially after your desperate grovelling over the past two years. You really should turn that mocking gaze towards yourself, because superiority isn't yours to claim. You're not even the slightest bit close to on par, wake up. -.-

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I didn't forget. I just ran out of excuses for myself.

Or I was too ashamed that I actually let something so dear to me slip my mind, not forget; I lost track of time.

Then I was so ashamed, so disappointed with myself. And I daren't own up.

I'm sorry. I didn't forget, really. I'm so so sorry.

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Sigh there's nothing to look forward to after the promos. PW isn't at all exciting, and neither is MT A's. ):

And then there's... that.

EEEE I FEEL SO NEGATIVE NOW PEOPLE ARE GOING TO THINK I AM EMO I'M NOT.

*sobs*

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KKZ JUST NEEDED TO RANT I'M OKAY NOW.

Should I study for that econs test tomorrow? I really don't want to and if I don't I'm going to be staring helplessly at a blank foolscap (which really sucks) while on the brink of tears. :/

4 HOURS OF ECONS TOMORROW *major sulkface*

Whatever I'm gonna play tetris battle nao ciao.

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OHAI I'M BACK JUST TO SAY THIS:

LA LA LALALALA, SING A HAPPY SONG,

LA LA LALALALA, SMURF THE WHOLE DAY LONG.

^^

Kbai.