I'm so convinced that you've become so much better than me, but I find myself always there.
Just wanting to be there.
Somehow, even after all these years, I'm stuck to loving you, just in different ways.
Aren't you lucky, always having someone to turn to.
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Those moments you're lying in bed and you can't sleep and you're listening to all sorts of music that invokes and invades your thoughts and memories.
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Will blog about council camp + college day + ACJC concert soon!